Passion vs. Boundaries.

what is too early and what is too late?

why did i have to grow to be dependent on a frickin cellphone.

i hate this.

affirmation.

Something I need to understand and realize. 

I get so worried whenever I do something that i thought would be right.

Tamia’s new song. on repeat cause i love her.

no more positive direction, no more passion, no conviction. and i want it back.

For some reason, i keep getting these chest pains and the feeling of my esophagus/throat closing and hardening. according to my mom the nurse, my body can’t handle all this anxiety. which is why i have all these attacks. and i need to slow down….

but i really can’t though… aahh time is precious. -____-“

all in 2 weeks.

final exams, creative productions, sr. ryc dance, coordinate the north for competitions and get them to go to ryc.

family, uvsoul, work, in between.

….i gotta handle this.

my regret,

if i could, i’d start all over again.

Sincerely,

my trembling heart.